Glimpse In A Mirror

I'm A Raving Lunatic

I'm really angry tonight. I just sent a very abrupt email with a third notice on an invoice, and questioned the person's intergity. I can't believe I really did it, but it actually feels like something I should have done a long time ago. Maybe tonight I'm angry enough to take some steps that I've been putting off, doing some things that I should have done a while back but I was too scared or too politically correct to do. I really hope that the arrow I sent finds its mark. She deserves to hear how I feel about not being paid. She isn't a business woman... oh my god, like she is the only person who doesn't already know THAT fact.

I'm really angry because I realized a few minutes ago that I haven't been out of the house all weekend, I've just worked the whole fucking weekend. What the hell kind of fucking life is this? Starting now, right this minute, this shit ends. I'm taking care of myself FIRST, fuck them all.

Now that I've worked through this burst of anger, I feel exhausted again, and weepy. I'm not going to cry tonight, though. I know I'll feel stronger in the morning. And who know who else I'll tell off then! Everyone on my shit list had better stay out of my way for a while unless they want a raw, jagged edge of me.